The return of the native--- but this one, by varna...

Life... it takes you down through a maze and then finally...luck... makes U walk down this new lane.. everything is bright and cheery...twinkling and sparkling.. every sound you hear is pleasant..like the wind chimes dancing in the gentle breeze..then the waft of a completely new perfume..maybe a mix of the most exotic flowers with the most delicious fragrances in the wide world.. it melts your heart and sets your spirits soaring high..you like the way it is already set for you and you season it with what you feel will enhance it even more.. and the enriching gives you immense happiness...then you think of the hastles.. what may hinder the whole set up tat you completely enjoy wading in..u say u r in for it but u r not the only one who gets to decide that.. then there is this face and hands going pale..what if everything vanishes.. like poooof! and you have to get the whole thing done again right from the beginning..which u hate, but which you got to do, no matter what...the worst nightmare ever.. u accommodate the sights, the smells and the sounds just sooo well to ur soul and then it is just sooo difficult to let go..you are lost in some no man's land where memories haunt you....you pray hard and say to urself that all this is just a dream.. its reality that matters .. and then u pinch urself, and u feel the pinch..! You open your eyes and everything is intact...just the way you wanted it..the same sounds, the same smells, the same sights..just the way it was before you got lost in the nightmare..and you dunno what to do now cos you are so tired of the eventful experience ....u thank that buddy up there and you just collapse onto ur bed.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....the bliss of happy sleeping...Chow!