Married!!

When words dont seem to come to ur help then u r one among the materialists in this world, Says my conscience..!! Cos u have stopped to communicate to urself and the world!! I am , now wife, daughter in law, sis in law and all that follows the one and only" Marriage" !!!!! Its been nearly two months and I still cant face the fact that I have stepped into it!! I feel nauseated at sweetness wafting all around me.. more so with the responsibilities that I think I have to shoulder..I cant be dripping with more pride than this.. so I decided let me read my mind and ask what it wants right now .. this very second!! It says nothing!! So there ends everything.. Right now I want nothing..I pray let it be so for some more time.. Sometimes its nice to want nothing!! Ciao!