Let me free. .

Let me free,
I want to go back,
To my land of sunshine,
Where everyone sings with me,
Let me free,
I need to rest,
From the stress of the days,
I spent hoping for a better time,
Let me free,
I have to know to love again,
To see with attention and hear with keen ears,
And then realise my world,
Let me free,
I should know what is happiness,
Cos I find myself nowhere,
In this strange creepy world.
Let me free,
I want to show you who really I am,
And see if you will accept,
I am sure you will not.
Let me free,
I find my old dungean,
Better than this new golden cage.
That shines from outside but is rusty from inside.
Let me free,
I would do anything under the blue sky,
Risk my life, cross the seven seas,
I JUST WANT TO BE FREE AGAIN. . .!

Never the same again. . .

It seemed nothing would ever happen to that lovely place...Even if god was furious you'd never imagine of anything disturbing the scene. The sun shone mildly so that you just get yourself warmed up and not burnt! The grass was fresh and green from the recent showers. The flowers were crowned with dew drops that looked like diamonds and pearls! The air smelt fresh and good. The lake was calm and still, with the water flowing gently. The little birds twittered in consent to my view of everything around.

And suddenly a turbulence in the whole atmosphere. A gust of wind that shook the dew drops off the flowers..A trample on the grass that it was cut irregularly and did not look fresh anymore. The smell of dust and slush wafted around. The sun got furious and burnt the landscape. The calm lake was now disturbed and its gentle waves now became quite swift. The birds screamed in disagreement and flew away, afraid of the approaching quake.

After a point of time everything got back to normal. But nothing would ever be the same again. . . . .

Nice evening. . .

All that glittered this evening around me was really gold. And I felt nauseated. ..The guy was so happy to take us around the showroom. Only I knew how happy he was and what ran across his mind! I found I had lost weight and that my cheeks had gone down. I was not attractive anymore so I decided that I will gain some weight. Mom and dad were so happy that they were being led by someone from their own town and I was so bored. I wanted to check out some saree collections. And finally There was no time for anything. We had a nice evening today. What's more. .I dint have to spend a penny today and i was with mom and dad. . ! Ciao!

The driver. . .

I get into the chariot. .
The chariot that's all white and full. .
I sit before he pulls the reins. .
And see him through the mirror,
Looking at me for consent to drive away. .
I say yes, but silently and the engine throbs,
Jet speed and he knows how it would feel for me..
Just to see me scared, he would pull the reins harder,
And look at me through the mirror,
And smile as though he was the god of death,
I would straighten up,
To make him lose his pride,
Of being able to scare me,
But he knows I am doing it deliberately,
He laughs, sarcasm full to the brim,
And surprisingly I don't feel bad,
I smile and look outside for inspiration.
And then he would pull the reins,
Even more harder,
Hard that I wont be able to see anything outside,
Cos everything would just buzz past,
The speed gets to my nerves,
Not anger, but excitement, like a child,
I have no fear of death,
I have company. in fact many,
Some young, some old,
I thought I was in the midst of the journey of life,
I was already advancing ..and too fast too!
He is annoyed that I don't look at him,
So he speeds up,
And I scream from inside,
It shows on my face,
And he sees me look at him,
He thinks I asked him to slow down,
And so he does, but with a smile, sarcasm full to the brim.
I am happy he is happy. . .

Miss!

Life is treating me well or so I would like to believe these days!..just that treats may be hard to digest sometimes..! Lot of work today but lot of reflections too..The first years called me MISS and I threatened them with a 500 bucks fine! Had fun today..the kids brought back school days memories..! Sometimes I really wish there was a rewind button to life..I wld just keep rewinding!! Ciao!