Is there ever a fine balance?!!!

I knew when i looked forward to escape the present scenari sooooo much that it wil never materialise..And just like how happiness comes to u in bulk so wil sorows come to u..Everything seemed to have an obstacle today. I had to take print outs and the net centres were not open cos of heavy rain..I had to take cash from the ATM and again the rain said no to me...power cut..so the ATM near my place was not open. My friend and myself waded, swam and somehow went to the nearest branch and it was closed. Soon both of us started feeling sick and thought to give up but we found one net centre open and i got my print outs. But that was nothing..I had to get files to put my papers safely..and had to shop for few other things too. The boy next door who was ill with cancer had passed away suddenly last afternoon and that was enough for me to feel really low. He had been such a sweetheart and i could not imagine how his family could face the reality. Their lives would never be the same again. The flowers used to adorn our lives when we celebrate life are the same flowers which we strew when we leave this world. Sadness just clung over me like vikramaditya's ghost..Will there ever be a fine balance between happiness and sadness? Between life and death? Between expectations and their ends whether positive or negative? So as i was sayin i thought everything would just disappear with the fog..and darn this rain...everything has built up even more.. Shucks... Sigh..boo hoo wail..!! :-(