I am reminded of Duryodana of Urubhangam! He was exalted rite?! yes..his transmigration from evil to perfection when he saw as a film all his vile deeds! Rather die than to breach the code of conduct! And yes Mahabali too..who was sent to paataala as he dint falter from words spoken out without analysing..His mininster warned him, but he was KING rite? Yes KING..This was what even Dusyanta told..Only the kings had to bear the weight of depression after getting the highest powers! And what bout the queen? Yes..Sita..in Uttararaamacharitham, who was abandoned by her HUSBAND Sri Rama, into the wild forests of Panchavati, nine months pregnant with embryo, midst the wild beasts!..Poor woman, she dint even know bout it when she was led in the chariot..wretched that she had become, she threw herself into the Ganges and lo and behold! Ganges raised her and the twins to Valmiki's hermitage ..Where is the Ganges into which, when jumped we will be raised to hope? There is no escape for me from this world full of materialism, liqour, womanising, discrimination, poverty, doubts, hypocrisy, hatred..I just wish i cld get back those days wen i used to sit by my window and write..How peaceful it was..no concrete jungles, only the the sweet smelling breeze of the Neem trees and the school ahead..I know i can't , don't i? Shucks? Where is the Ganges o lords!?