WHY THE HELL DO I GET NUMB AT TECHNOLOGY????!!!!

Well well well..so here i am amidst thousands of people who are running the mad race in the course of life..somewhere at the back of my head i feel i am satisfied, for the ooperwala has bestowed me with all wat i need..the question of getting all wat i want remains a mystery as in every other human beings' life. i don care bout it. jus like how right nw im not caring bout the punctuations and the shortcut spellings being a literature student!! but curse me! y the hell do i really get numb at the very word "technology"??? i fear to use anything tat is techno-driven( pardon me if tat shld nt be a hyphenated word) oooh.. i forgot.. i am not supposed to care bout tat..lol...let me c..not bad for a start..ok guys..this is my first blog..and bout wat i feel right nw..well u guessed it..my fingers r goin numb...yoga helps me better than this..probably i will get used to this..or rather in due course of time i must get used to this, admonishing all those authentic literary practises like using pen and paper for writing.to be a part of the school of fine arts i should say tat m proud of myself cos this diving into the world of Kalidasa and Shakespeare and of course the others was my own decision.people frown at me wen i say im doing an MA in eng litt..i have to correct peole wen they ask me, "did u say MA or MBA??? ok tats enuf...sacrilege!!! today was a long day..and i am half asleep already..will spill out my thoughts more often than necessary...thanksss ...zzzzzzzzz..............